Aisle of Mirrors

SIERRA LYNN

 

The left-wheel of my shopping cart is wobbly
I buy my groceries, my citrus and my beef, lopsided.
Would I finish just as quickly if I did it all backwards?
squeezed the mush, assessed the ripeness of avocados, opposite
of the way in which I      came? Would I find cheaper seltzer
if I started on     the left end      of the aisle rather than the right    ? 
My father is ambidextrous.      I’m tired of pretending he isn’t important to me.
As a child, I got so woozy,      keeping track of      left and right.
Once,   I was bored, and      practiced doing chores   with my opposite hand,
and did it all twice as good.      Regardless, of my direction, my motive or map,
I’d probably have still picked     out Strawberry Peach La Croix. Once I settle, select
each careful purchase—     lest I have to go to the store     twice   in the same week—
I wander,         I have found that when I have   spare time,      I meander,
look at things I don’t need, like: new bedsheets, geometric nightstands, anti-
wrinkle facial cream, feet exfoliant, aloe vera, a raw coconut, a new planner—
finally ! that magical thing that will make my life feel put together ! Until I 
remember, that I have bought 3 this year. After a few months, they are all
messy.       My shopping cart squeaks as I careen down the         aisle of mirrors.
Something      about seeing     my reflection      in succession      feels worth 
mentioning, or remembering.

 

SIERRA LYNN is a cross-genre writer and multimedia artist from Drexel, Ohio. They currently attend Pacific Northwest College of Art for a Master of Fine Arts in Creative Writing, Cross-genre. They are a Sinclair Community College and Antioch University alum, holding degrees in Creative Writing (Associate of Arts), Psychology (Associate of Arts), and Liberal Studies, Literature & Creative Writing (Bachelor of Arts). Their creative work has been featured in The Passionfruit Review. They live in Ohio with their partner and dog. 

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